Can't talk about why I have been missing in action just yet...

... just say that, true to my nature, I am obsessing over it. I need a self-help book on making decisions and feeling good/right about them after the fact. I HATE that I second guess myself all the time. Anyway... maybe attempting some light-hearted writing will help. Forgive me while I indulge. This writing isn't for you, it's to snap me back to my world. My wonderful, middle class, white collar world. I WORKED HARD for this world and make no apologies for wanting to be in the comfort of my home, family and friends. I've seen enough of the "other side of the tracks" thank you very much.

So to add to the above confusion, it doesn't help that my world is completely turned upside down by the one thing I can always count on. Reading about celebrities. Good and Bad. Black and White.
Donny and Marie = good. Bonnie and Clyde = Bad.

Kevin Federline IS the bad daddy, right? And Heather Mills, plucky ex of my man Paul and current superstar of Dancing With the Stars - she IS the b*tch, right?